its...dusk....
...the sky is crimson red....
the sun..sets at one end.....and here....a new feeling dawns..on me...
i dont know what..just something...some inner voice that tries to resurface itself...
i dont know..what...!
am i sad....??
but what is it that i have to be sad for..?
what is that im not able to comprehend??
..i sit patiently....trying to recollect and decifer my own feelings...
the voice inside me grows louder....
its the very first time..i find myself..so calm..so quite..so serene..so thoughtful..
am i losing myself..huh...
neah..its just nothing..nothing to be worried about at all....
but still..im anxiuos.....
why is it..i feel so lonely today??
why is it....i enjoy my solitude..like never before...
why is..unlike other days...i dont wanna..turn on..that hiphop muzic...dance to myself...or rather... start yearning for a happening crowd around me...??
and then..i felt myself..my inner me..for the first time....
no matter..how..jumpy...how....crazy..im..there lies..this little..little girl..!
still building her dreams...still....looking upto the sky...still with the hope..that it is not beyond her reach...
this inner me....calm..quite..and subdued....by my outer personality...
well....this is me..my second..me..deep inside..deep..within....!!
